The Adult Industry is sick like the world. I joined it hoping to have a great sex life and show the world free love. My Dreams got shattered and now they are dead. I wish there was some way to heal this hurt sooner. I am writing this book as a way to vent all the pain that almost brought me to my death.
I can finally say, I quit porn for good now. I joined one last agency in hopes that I could somehow find my way back in. I was just told, because of my fake boobs and name changes no one will work with me. They then dropped me because not one person wanted to book me.
Sick to my stomach, I will Carrie on. Rage in my eyes and hate in my heart. That is what the adult industry does to FREE LOVERS. They turn them into a sex machine to only out date them and then create a new one and send the old one to the junk yard. I love the Junk yard and I am use to it now.
I know I can't return now and I feel free. I miss the sex and all the people I met, but I understand its over now. To all my fans, please know that the industry is how you make it. So please stop getting bored with girls who are not new. There is so many girls who are used just like me and they need your support!
I wish I could of shown you all the free love I had to offer now that I am fixed, but it won't happen so I will have to do with this book.
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