Yesterday I saw a really cool military chopper and red plane circle where I am living at. Right, when I thought the helicopters and airplanes was going to stop. I should of known better then to think they would stop showing me signs to hurry up and get this book out. A part of me is still split from all the sad knews of the agency not working out. I wanted to shoot some girl/girl scenes bad but it seems like that will not happen. The Universe is calling me to become a writer and forever quit porn and leave it in the dust.
It is hard quitting something you really want to do. I mean, at this point I have no choice but to quit. I can't force a agency to work with me and as of know, not a single agency will represent me. After experiencing ladirect I don't think there is a agency that can even compare to them. They gave me plenty of work and they are the best agency in the biz for sure. I just wish I did not screw my chances up with them.
As much as being psychic is fun it is also a pain in the ass. It ruined my porn career and now I am forced by nature to pursue something else. I am feeling better about everything. Being around another psychic helps and is the only reason why I am still here.
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