To be honest my Dream world is normal now and the Real world is a Dream. Every day there is something super strange that happens to remind me that the real world is a Dream now.
I am starting to sleep again but the dreams are so boring now because the real world is funnier again.
My memories are starting to return. I pushed them all out 4 years ago. I wanted to be normal so badly. I forced myself to forget about the inorganic beings and all the ufos that followed me around my whole life.
I wanted them out of my life so I could be normal. I tried every day so hard to be normal. I am normal now but with super psychic powers.
My goals and dreams are changing again and now I am focusing on what the Universe wants me to do. It wants me to follow my true dreams.
If I had the money from JREF http://www.randi.org/ I would use it to build a school for other people to come and learn ESP. I forgot about my dream school because when your, so depressed everything fades from your mind and you become numb.
I was so numb for so long I forgot about all my dreams I had before porn.
For the last 6 months I was going threw so a bad Depression that I forgot all my dreams and only wanted to die, so I could be with God. Now God gave me a kick in the ass and said "Hey time to awaken the planet" At first I smiled and then I screamed "Fuck you!"
Now I am smiling again and the words " fuck you" are fading! :)
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