My deep depression on how much this world sucks is starting to fade away now, because I am starting to feel naturally happy for once! No drugs, no entertainment, just plain old natural happiness. I am starting to realize that I found another psychic like myself and the magic we can do together is endless!
Growing up I did so many magical things but always had a bit of doubt in the back of my mind because I could not find anyone else like me doing it. I got really lonely living in two worlds. The only friends I had was the Inorganic beings who thought me many things. *smiles*
The more people we can wake up the more the world will change! I wish I could help the world change over night but it is going to take a ton more effort then wishing. I am working as hard as I can to get off my dead bones and write this book the universe wants.
I am living in the center of Hell right now, where everyone is trying to drag me away from the task at hand. It is hard, I see so many pornstars everyday and a part of me wants to be in that world again, but I got another world that is calling me more now. I miss the porn world but it does not miss me and I need to keep reminding myself this.
The world I am in now is more spiritual and involves UFOs on a daily bases and is much funnier at the end of the day because the people do care and remember you for who you really are and not a dollar sign. $*
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