Wednesday, January 23, 2013

Gods Lessons


Lesson one:
http://witcombe.sbc.edu/eve-women/7evelilith.html
The normal awake state of mind "the first attention" 
The dream world is known as " the second attention". 
Third attention is a very special state of conciousness. Someday you will experience it fully, but that is in the future :)

Lesson Two: What is your conception of God and what do you see when you picture God, Does God have a personality?

I see god in everything, in every Robbin  in the sun and the moon. God has the best personality in the world. He loves with all his heart but does not love everyone the same. Some people who do not love God, he will curse with cancer. Not saying that everyone with cancer is cursed by God, because cancer can be prevented but he does not Love everyone the same. God does love the children because they need his love and are born with it until they learn good from evil. His personality to me is like mine. Good and bad, evil and nice. Funny because life should be Fun!

I hope this makes sense. 

Describe and define your conception of Love;
True Love is about appreciation. When one thanks God that a certain person exisits. It's not about the person and what they can do for you. It's about what a person truly is.

Tuesday, January 22, 2013

My Birth Chart


Your Basic Birth chart


   Your data   
Nicole Sex F
Miami Beach, FL 12 United States 11/09/1988 00:00 - Julian day 2447474.71
Adjust 5.00 ST 2.54 Lat 25.47 Long 80.07
Ok, now let's get started with the analysis of your birth chart. We begin with a look at your planets and houses. This is rather technical data for those people who know a lot about astrology.
If you'd like to get an easier to understand natal/birth report, then we can recommendAstrologySource Merlin Natal Report. It's written in very easy to understand words and provides an in-depth view into your personality, your possibilities and your options.
The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.
The most important information from the following table are: your sun sign, moon sign and your ascendant. The sun sign is the most general information in your horoscope. However you should make special note of your ascendant (Asc), also called rising sign. Never forget your rising sign as it give you more in-depth information about yourself. The Moon sign is also important as it reflects your emotions and intuitive side of your nature. In the Old Astrology, the Moon sign was a lot more important as the more general Sun sign.

   Your Planets & Houses   
Zodiac in degrees 0.00 Time unknown
SunScorpio17.01  
MoonScorpio12.32  
MercuryScorpio4.06  
VenusLibra12.25  
MarsAries0.48  
JupiterGemini2.54 R  
SaturnSagittarius29.42  
UranusSagittarius28.44  
NeptuneCapricorn8.08  
PlutoScorpio12.43  
LilithVirgo19.55  
Asc nodePisces11.38  
The planetary positions in the houses express the facts relative to destiny.

   Planets in the houses   


Here is now the interpretative analysis of your birth chart. It goes over the various items in the previous tables and explains what it means for you. The planetary aspects are also explained further on.
If you'd like to get a clearer and easier to understand birth chart, then please use theMerlin Natal Report.
You can also get additional information through this interactive feature:

Birth Chart

This birth chart shows the positions of the planets

The planets in the signs

The position of the planets in the signs of the Zodiac has an influence on the character of the individual and these influences form a large part of the individual psyche.

Sun in Scorpio

Physical energy and courage. Strong passions. Regeneration and improvement. Strong sexual powers.

Weaknesses: She is suspicious, defiant, extremist: she has a vindictive nature. Can turn violent.

Moon in Scorpio

Courageous, brave, independent, not a fearful nature. The type of sensual woman who likes eroticism.

Weaknesses: excesses of pleasures of the flesh, sensual delights and sensuality.

Mercury in Scorpio

Plays on words, argues, criticizes, jokes, is ironical, mocks. She is crafty and always finds a solution to a problem.

Weaknesses: mocks, derides, disputes, constantly picks a quarrel. A really awkward customer.

Venus in Libra

Happiness is found in marriage, living with another. She is devoted, tender, affectionate, gentle. Love is a matter of charm, rapture, delicacy. She cannot hide her love, but needs legal recognition. She wants all the marriage rites.

Weaknesses: she likes to be worshipped, enjoys flattery and likes to be surrounded by her inner circle. This causes a few problems after marriage.

Mars in Aries

She is aggressive, offensive, impulsive, provoking. She is bold and adventurous.

Weaknesses: aggressiveness, boldness that can lead to violence, or to an accident, but certainly leads to problems.

Jupiter in Gemini

Very good education, she is also a good talker. She likes to travel, to write, to increase her knowledge.

Weaknesses: likes to puff herself up with grandiose speeches or fine words. Does not listen to others but likes to be listened to.

Saturn in Sagittarius

She has her own way of thinking about a subject, she has her own ideas about things. She respects society and its rules guide her conduct.

Weaknesses: hard, unforgiving, rigorous, insensitive and sometimes inhuman. A limited and narrow mind.

Uranus in Sagittarius

She is shy, delicate but proud, bold and lively.

Neptune in Capricorn

She is discerning, wise and sensible.

Pluto in Scorpio

Great sexual activity.

Interplanetary aspects

The interplanetary aspects have a strong influence on the character and disposition of the individual and, consequently, on her destiny.

The conjunction aspect is variable and depends above all on the nature of the conjoint planets.

376 Conjunction Sun - Pluto

She is aware of the goal to be achieved. She is strong, and always picks herself up after a setback.

294 Conjunction Moon - Pluto

She wavers between a rich and successful love life and social success. She has difficulty in succeeding in both. Almost always, the choice comes down on an ideal emotional life.

253 Conjunction Saturn - Uranus

She knows how to be on top of the situation. She perseveres, is determined but ingenious and original. She is very practical. She proceeds slowly, but is always bound to achieve her objectives in the end.

209 Conjunction Sun - Moon

She has lots of vitality. She likes public life, she is popular and her company is appreciated. She is balanced, at ease with herself and gets on very well with her parents.

-122 Square Mars - Saturn

She is only interested in doing something if there are problems attached: once these are solved, she goes on to something else which has complications. She likes to overcome obstacles, is tough, does not have too many feelings, especially in business. She is egoistic, violent and stubborn. She does not always make friends.

111 Sextile Mars - Jupiter

She has a good sense of organization, she is jovial, frank and sincere. She is full of dynamism and over-abundant energy. She loves life and takes all it has to offer. She likes sports and the outdoor life. She is successful professionally and emotionally. She usually has lots of children.

-89 Square Mars - Uranus

She is full of contradictions. She is original, tending to the eccentric, violent, headstrong, impatient and irascible. She fights to the bitter end to overcome hurdles, and has the strength to overcome them.

75 Conjunction Mercury - Pluto

She has a great sense of observation and quickly grasps the situation. She is crafty, subtle and critical.

53 Conjunction Moon - Mercury

She has good judgement, a good memory. She is intelligent, imaginative, vivacious and develops all through life. She speaks easily. She has an aptitude for learning foreign languages.

-39 Square Venus - Neptune

She lacks self-confidence and her ideals are not easily to achieve. In love, she is unstable, unfaithful and deceitful. She is easy-going and follows others, she does not take the initiative.

37 Conjunction Saturn - Neptune

Her plans are realized in a methodical fashion, she works hard to achieve success.

12 Conjunction Uranus - Neptune

Monday, January 21, 2013

How I see GOD

I see god in everything, in every Robbin  in the sun and the moon. God has the best personality in the world. He loves with all his heart but does not love everyone the same. Some people who do not love God, he will curse with cancer. Not saying that everyone with cancer is cursed by God, because cancer can be prevented but he does not Love everyone the same. God does love the children because they need his love and are born with it until they learn good from evil. His personality to me is like mine. Good and bad, evil and nice. Funny because life should be Fun!

Sunday, January 20, 2013

no more smoke

Sad News, I can no longer smoke weed because it gives my brain a bad headcheese and then I flip out into uncontrollable movements. :(   So I will never be able to smoke again but I will talk about how I miss it because I do.

I miss being able to take a hit and relax, is the best feeling ever. Now I am stuck to using DRUGS that the men made which drys me out and makes me feel like SHIT after. Weed never made me feel like shit after I smoked it.

I miss you weed, but its ok, because GOD is the best drug ever! EVER EVER, but I do miss smoking :(

but you can still listen to PREDZ and it is as if you are High just high off music which is how I use to get High growing up. I would Listen to music all nite and dance with God in the Heavens which is what I do again, but drug withdraws suck.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LD26X84KfD0&list=AL94UKMTqg-9DBztOQ0uSXEQbDVkJKz4do

Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Back to Earth*

I am back yall, and yes I am back in the SOUTH where I need to be. I will update a real blog soon but I need to go smoke * because there is no smoking 420 on Mars Yo* ;)