I project love and light and I get nothing but Beats
My soul feels old but my heart beats young
I watch people love yet I have never been loved
I love others because that is all I have left to give
I sit here in tears fighting not to cry because
tears are a sign of weakness is my mind
I wish I could be stronger and could help others more
I make myself sick to please the preying eyes that watchs me on the stage I am on
I feel the ropes of the puppet tiers as they move my arms and control my mind
I love the feeling of being controlled because I can't even control my own mind
As I sit here one moment wanting to die the other part of my mind just wants to fly
fuck as many hot eyes as I can find before I really do truly die inside
All I can do is sit here and breath and hope that one day my prince comes and cums on me
If you are who you are you know you are you know what you must do. He knows everything about you. He is famous and hidden. He reaches millions every day but no one knows him, but he is the master. You have met him and he left you to grow and understand. He knows everything that you have done and lying only hurts you and not him. He is a master of all things in this life but he is where he began. He is older than you and you share the same thing. You reach out to him he hears you. You try to block him and he does to you but he is still there in a voice. When he left you you cried so hard, as if a piece of your soul had died. He made you feel love, and emotion, like no other. He understand you more than you understand yourself and your dark wishes to hurt him did not hurt him but only yourself. He smiled and watched waiting for your journey among the patterns of like to leave you empty and wishing for the only thing that matters Love. Only you know where he is at and who he is. Is Running from yourself your destiny? Or will you choose your true identity? Only you know the answer. It was only for you to grow. Only truth is what is allowed around him. He can see all of your lies, and never told you. The path you chose is one of pleasure, and deep emptiness that no one can truly satisfy. To be around him you must be willing to sacrifice everything. What you will gain is everything. He has been your teacher all along your journey so that you may learn what he already knows. Follow the lines of your destiny and all your dreams will come true. Respect is something you earn one step at a time. You cannot hurt him because you learn from your mistakes and so does he. He is all forgiving when you are all forgiving. Life without love is self destruction. Go to him for your answers and do not be afraid. What you are is what you are, you are no other and you cannot pretend, for that illusion of not what you are crumbles around you every step you take. He is the only one you felt connected to and you understood him and he understood you. He is that voice you hear all the time, that makes you sad, happy, angry mad, and lonely. He speaks to you though others you see and meet. The circle you cannot break is the one you seek. He knows everything about you. Every mistake you have ever made, you cannot hide find him nor him from you. You are both as one and you know the one. Only Love can save both of you, when you find the one that left, but he never left you he was with you all the time. You will both learn on your journey, both happy and sad your understanding will be greater for the things you never had. Walk in truth and you will see the light, he holds your hand at night. You think of him every day like an addiction you just cant stay away. Go to him and you will find your destiny awaits you.. Only you have the answers you seek to find, no others around you will fulfill your deep desire for Love. Only the one that hurt you the most is the one that you most love. Find him and let your journey begin. Only you can find him.
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