Organic Girl

Its already starting to happen again. People are telling me how I need to change myself to do porn properly. First thing, everyone tells me is to get a tan. When did pearl skin become ugly? LOL

I guess real black and real white girls really have a difficult time in this business. 

When they only want tan girls!!!

I don't tan people, I just don't. I might get more freckles on my skin, but it does not tan. I have burned myself in the past trying to please these people. I hate wearing a spray tan, because it breaks my skin out. OUCH!

Plus I am  a Organic girl and even though Organic girls are not in style now, 

maybe one day they will be.

Why I call myself a organic girl. One, I like having a bush but because I love sex so much and some one refused to fuck me with a bush. I cut it off because I don't like turning off guys. I still miss it, even though I am getting fucked more. Growing up, I would even braid my bush hair and pull the hair during class. I touch myself all the time, I think that is a Nympho thing. 

YES, I got turned down for sex because I had a bush. Fuck it sucks, when that happens. I love having a bush, I love pulling the hair. It causes a nice tingly feeling that feels great and even better in sex. The stupid world has convinced all the world that hair is bad.

People spend lots of money getting hair permanently taken off. It is madness people, even if I had money, I would never spend it getting my hair removed. Its natural and its there for reason but everyone has forgotten that reason because the public says NO HAIR is better!

If I did not enjoy fucking so much, I would say HELL NO and move onto someone who wants to fuck me for me. I am a real girl, fuck being a porn princess. I am not ever going to be one. I know my work is limited because I am white. 

I also consider myself organic because I don't use fake nails and fake hair. I try my best to support local farmers by shopping at local farmers markets. You bet if I had enough yard to use, I would be growing my own garden. I miss having a garden but here in CA, its harder to do because its so expensive.  

Porn is the same way, it has always been and they look for blonds and sexy brunettes. I have already been told, I should change my hair to increase my chances at work. I'm not going to though. I won't have as much work as a result but whatever. 

I just find it crazy how, no one finds natural girls attractive anymore. 

The world wants to make all the natural girls in this world feel ugly. As a result they spend a ton of money changing themselves to fit in. I am done trying to fit in. I have died my hair blond and I hated the texture of my hair. It strips all the nutrients from your hair and makes it dry. I am done harming my body for you. 

If your not organic, you are slowly harming your body. I will get into the science of it one day, because I went to college for Nutrition and I really know what it does to your body.

The few that has fucked me says I fuck like a animal. Well for one, we are animals, but two I fuck like the wild girl I am inside. I am done trying to fuck and suck like everyone else. I have my own style and I have made many men cum in my mouth from it. 

They ask me how I learned how to do it. Its called connecting with your partner that you are fucking. You listen to their rhythm and you feel their hardness grow and you work with it. That is all I do. No one ever thought me anything. 

Sex before porn, that is what you did. There was not so much pressure to do it, this or that way. Sex was free and wild. I will keep my sex wild and free and if you don't like it, go fuck a Porn Star.

I don't consider myself a porn star because honestly, I'm not one. I lost my virginity on camera like the super dork I was. Most girls lose their virginity at 14. I did enjoy the idea of all the eyes watching me, I just wish it was not so painful and I could of given the world a better performance. 

I am so disappointed in myself because that I fucked on camera in pain and I thought it was normal. I still loved fucking even though I was in a ton of pain. I love it more now that it does not hurt but a part of me is still getting use to the fact it does not hurt anymore.

If I am not pretty enough the way I am naturally for Porn. Then I wont do it. I am sick of changing myself for people and acting a certain way, because they say to. If they want a blond tanned girl there is ton out there to chose from. I am not going to be a FAKE anymore. I don't care if I never get shot again because I want to be myself.

If you want a Real girl who can fuck like a animal, that's me.

If you want a girl who has been molded into something she is not, I'm not her. 

I'm not going to change my hair, skin, or nails for anyone. They look nice natural and real, & I still turn guys on. Maybe natural organic girls will come into style soon, so I can show you how I fuck.